Third Party

It's been a while since my last blog.Was chatting wif my babe,cheng last nite on msn.We were discussing bout how to make ourselves happier n suggesting some dumb ideas.
Out of the sudden,cheng said tat she wanna hv an affair.(Btw,she's still single n available.Most importantly,she's hot!)Affair...hmm,i've tot of tat too last year some times during my long holiday.

To me,hving an affair by cheating on my bf isnt so cool.Of course,it sucks if my bf is hving an affair.But to be someone's affair,it sounds pretty interesting.

Yet,gonna depends on wat type of third party u wanna be or u can be.If the guy im hving affair wif fall for me deeply,hahaha...my day has come~~it would definitely be fucking excited n fun.
I can call him purposely even if i know he's wif his gf at tat time n the conversation would be as follow:

Me: Baby,wat r u doing?
Him: Err..im kind of busy rite now.
Me: i know but i just want to hear ur voice.I miss u so much.
Him: Well,can i call u back later?(i knew it fort he fact that his f is just right besides him.)
Me: Ohh..,not even for 5 mins?Oh ya, im a third party.Anyway,sorry for calling u.Enjoy urself.
Him:........come on,i..(du~~du~~du~~)

Wow..how would it feel like if i could just hang up the phone like tat?And,since he likes me so much,he would surely find some reasonable n acceptable excuses to send his gf home earlier so tat he can come n comfort me.(yeah yeah yeah~ 1:0 for round 1)

But things would be totally diferrent if the guy im hving affair wif is just taking me as one of his affairs n me on the other hand is stupid enuf to think tat he really likes me n tat's y he wants me to be the third party.

I'll be in a situation where i dun even hv a chance to call him whenever i want to cuz b4 i could say 'hello',he will hang up the call n switch off the hp.The consequences would be tat he wont call me or sms me or come n find me for the next few days.It's the so called 'punishment' for my immatured behaviour.

Hmm..third party,though it sounds cool but it aint rocks enuf.Too much can n cannot which made life more complicated n tougher.It might be fun in the beginning but it's definitely a mess in the end.Someone gonna get hurt no matter how.

My conclusion:It would be better to just cocking wif cheng on msn than to really be someone's third party.I believe in karma,wat comes around goes around.i dun want to hv a third party in my relationship,i dun want to be the gf besides who asks the question of 'who's on the phone?'...a big 'NO' to tat.Tat's just way too shitty.No sharing in my relationship,it's better to be selfish n yes,im fucking selfish.

P/s: A third party aint the loser.The real loser is the one who's hving a third party.
Additional note:cheng,my babe wants me to make an apology here cuz i forgot to mention tat she didnt really mean to hv an affair,just say it for fun.She's definitely not a loser,trust me.Btw,if anyone interested in her,contact me*(once again,she is fucking hot,hotter than chilli :P)