I sprained my right ankle n it hurts.
This is something i hated the most.It reminds me of the incident happened 5 years ago where i had my kneecap surgery.That was a horrible experience.Laying on the bed for a month and walking with cluthes for 2 months.
And now,my ankle is still pain.I told Cheng tat i need a bf at this very moment n she said 'u shld go n see doctor.the doctor will be ur bf.'
Yeah,this is so not funny.Supposingly,im going to do some shopping wif Ally tmr n i have a lunch date with my ladies on sunday.
Pray hard to God,hope tat my ankle will be fine tmr.I've convinced n get myself used to being single very well all these while,and,im pretty happy with my life now.
Yet,this spraining thing made me so wanted a bf now,i need a bf to carry me and i hate this.
Thursday
What kind of man am i looking for.
There's one question tat men n women like to ask: what kind of man/woman are u looking for?
What kind of man am i looking for?Hmm..i want a manfriend instead of a boyfriend.I want someone who knows how to enjoy life,someone who is smart,who is intelligent,who knows what he wants n what he is capable of.I want someone who understands love,who is loyal and caring.If possible,i want someone who is good looking,of course not the 'handsome' good looking type but he has to be my type.Oh yea,this is so prince charming and Mr Perfect.
It is always i want..i want..i want..But is it really possible to get what i want?To be realistic,what i want and what i can get is totally two different story.I can point out watever i want from a man in just a second but it's never enough even if i spend my whole life looking for one. Im not that stupid to think that i can really get all i want from a man.Nobody is perfect in the world.
Im aint perfect as well.So who the hell am i to request for such a perfect man.Plus,a perfect man like that is non-existance.So gals,wake up from all ur sweel little dreams.It's never gonna happen in real life.
Have u ever met someone,someone who doesnt fit all ur requirements n yet he touches ur heart and u have the butterflies in ur stomach.u're so wanted to get his texts or his calls,even if it's just simple text like how's ur day or have u taken ur dinner..bla bla bla,u'll be fucking happy as if u're in the heaven and starts interpreting his meaning like omg,he asks me have i taken my dinner,is he trying to ask me out for dinner?he shld be interested in me,rite?he texts me first.
And when u're out wif him,every little insignificant action of him drives u crazy.U think he's cute when he sneezes,he's so cool when he's not talking,he's so knowledgable even if he's just cocking around.What could i say,he's just too perfect for me.He's the one i've been looking for ages.His voice is so deadly sexy even when he got the flu.His smile makes my day,his call is my wake up coffee and he's my everything~~
So again,what kind of man am i looking for?Well,my answer would be: Im looking for someone who im willing to perfectise him for myself.
What kind of man am i looking for?Hmm..i want a manfriend instead of a boyfriend.I want someone who knows how to enjoy life,someone who is smart,who is intelligent,who knows what he wants n what he is capable of.I want someone who understands love,who is loyal and caring.If possible,i want someone who is good looking,of course not the 'handsome' good looking type but he has to be my type.Oh yea,this is so prince charming and Mr Perfect.
It is always i want..i want..i want..But is it really possible to get what i want?To be realistic,what i want and what i can get is totally two different story.I can point out watever i want from a man in just a second but it's never enough even if i spend my whole life looking for one. Im not that stupid to think that i can really get all i want from a man.Nobody is perfect in the world.
Im aint perfect as well.So who the hell am i to request for such a perfect man.Plus,a perfect man like that is non-existance.So gals,wake up from all ur sweel little dreams.It's never gonna happen in real life.
Have u ever met someone,someone who doesnt fit all ur requirements n yet he touches ur heart and u have the butterflies in ur stomach.u're so wanted to get his texts or his calls,even if it's just simple text like how's ur day or have u taken ur dinner..bla bla bla,u'll be fucking happy as if u're in the heaven and starts interpreting his meaning like omg,he asks me have i taken my dinner,is he trying to ask me out for dinner?he shld be interested in me,rite?he texts me first.
And when u're out wif him,every little insignificant action of him drives u crazy.U think he's cute when he sneezes,he's so cool when he's not talking,he's so knowledgable even if he's just cocking around.What could i say,he's just too perfect for me.He's the one i've been looking for ages.His voice is so deadly sexy even when he got the flu.His smile makes my day,his call is my wake up coffee and he's my everything~~
So again,what kind of man am i looking for?Well,my answer would be: Im looking for someone who im willing to perfectise him for myself.
Wednesday
Re:Is it too late to say goodbye?
One of my buddies decided to go UK for his studies suddenly.
It's lame to say i'm happy for him bla bla bla...cuz it's just too lame,buddies dont need to say those.
To be honest,im kinda sad for his leaving.He nvr mention bout his decision to go overseas until everything is settled.Just too sudden.We all dun even have time to farewell for him.
I realised tat i've been taking things for granted all these while.We used to hang out a lot,party a lot,cocking a lot..etc.When i was bored,he's there to entertain me.When i was being dumped,he's there to comfort me.When i was being bitchy,he's there to enjoy my show.When the new movie is on,he's there to company me.
Never thought of one day he's no longer there for me.The feeling is same like when i broke up wif my ex but the difference is im not heartbroken.Either way,it sucks.
Anyway,all the best to him.Hope tat he can hook up wif some hot blondies there n bring back some sexy guys for me.
It's lame to say i'm happy for him bla bla bla...cuz it's just too lame,buddies dont need to say those.
To be honest,im kinda sad for his leaving.He nvr mention bout his decision to go overseas until everything is settled.Just too sudden.We all dun even have time to farewell for him.
I realised tat i've been taking things for granted all these while.We used to hang out a lot,party a lot,cocking a lot..etc.When i was bored,he's there to entertain me.When i was being dumped,he's there to comfort me.When i was being bitchy,he's there to enjoy my show.When the new movie is on,he's there to company me.
Never thought of one day he's no longer there for me.The feeling is same like when i broke up wif my ex but the difference is im not heartbroken.Either way,it sucks.
Anyway,all the best to him.Hope tat he can hook up wif some hot blondies there n bring back some sexy guys for me.
Monday
Re: S Moment.
It's been sometimes since my last blog.I almost forgotten tat i was once a 'blogger'.
Life after exam aint as interesting as i expected.Nothing extraordinary happens.I've been planning a lot during my exam like i gonna party gao gao after exam,i wanted to be a player,i gonna shop till my pants drops,sleep for at least 12 hours a day...bla bla bla.
Well,i guess im never a good planner afterall.None of my plans works apart from the shopping part.But i did hv some good times hanging around with my frens,my housemates n my family.Of course,to make myself feel better,i find myself good reasons for my failures.
1. I didnt get to be the party animal.Hmm...i think im too old to do all the party thingy.
2. I fail to be a player.Well,this is mission impossible for me cuz im scared of karma and i cant sleep around.Also,two timing sucks.
3. Be a sleeping beauty.Okay,1st of all,im not a beauty.so this aint workable anyway.2ndly,sleep too much makes me dizzy.
4. Others.since the 1st three biggest missions failed miserably,no point to move on to my other tiny little plans.
Though im a loser so to speak,still,there're 'achievements' during my holidays:
1. im gaining n i got a lil tummy now.fucked.
2. Miss pimples came n pay me a visit.i mean i dun mind saying hi to them but pls,dun lar take vacation here.
3. i get to bitch around.yea~
Conclusion: another boring holidays for me.And,im fucking nervous now.Result gonna release soon.i know im gonna fail n yet,im worried.Pray hard* Amen.
Life after exam aint as interesting as i expected.Nothing extraordinary happens.I've been planning a lot during my exam like i gonna party gao gao after exam,i wanted to be a player,i gonna shop till my pants drops,sleep for at least 12 hours a day...bla bla bla.
Well,i guess im never a good planner afterall.None of my plans works apart from the shopping part.But i did hv some good times hanging around with my frens,my housemates n my family.Of course,to make myself feel better,i find myself good reasons for my failures.
1. I didnt get to be the party animal.Hmm...i think im too old to do all the party thingy.
2. I fail to be a player.Well,this is mission impossible for me cuz im scared of karma and i cant sleep around.Also,two timing sucks.
3. Be a sleeping beauty.Okay,1st of all,im not a beauty.so this aint workable anyway.2ndly,sleep too much makes me dizzy.
4. Others.since the 1st three biggest missions failed miserably,no point to move on to my other tiny little plans.
Though im a loser so to speak,still,there're 'achievements' during my holidays:
1. im gaining n i got a lil tummy now.fucked.
2. Miss pimples came n pay me a visit.i mean i dun mind saying hi to them but pls,dun lar take vacation here.
3. i get to bitch around.yea~
Conclusion: another boring holidays for me.And,im fucking nervous now.Result gonna release soon.i know im gonna fail n yet,im worried.Pray hard* Amen.
Wednesday
Messier than mere mess.
CLP exam is just around the corner.This is the one exam tat i totally hv no confident wif it at all.It's the 1st time i ever think of not to sit for the exam.The pressure is just too much for me,just too much lar.
Except those who take CLP,i dun think other ppl can actually understand how tough this exam is.Whenever they ask me 'when is ur exam?' n i answer 'mid-july.' Gosh,i hate to look at their expression which show 'oh~~u still plenty of time to prepare it,it's just june only..relax my dear'
Urgh,so feel like punching on their face.Wif the 9 subjects in 5 papers,they wldnt know how much clp students hv to study n memorise especially when u cant bring in certains statutes whuch u got no choice but to memorise all the rules n sections using ur tat tiny useless overloaded brain.
I just dun get it.Wat's the rationale of prohibiting us to bring the statute into the exam hall?Why dun the exminers come n sit for the exam themselves n see if they can handle tat much of stuffs in one time.Yayaya,u might hv passed urs 20 years ago which back then,not tat much of cases,amendments,judgements to study.
I really hate exam to the maximum.I dun like the way of exam we're hving here.So wat if we can really remember everything formt he books n split in in the exam?Does it mean we can do well in practice when we come out to work?
Judging how well a person is from the exam is just not right.U can do well in ur exam doesnt u do perform well in ur work next time.
This fucking CLP is just ruining my life basically.I cldnt rmb a single piece of shit tat i've studied at all when i shift from one subject to another.Damn it,i just fucked up in everything..my studies,my r'ship,my emotion bla bla bla....nth is right for me.
I think im too old to study edi.Blek..exam,u make me so feel like getting married now!
Except those who take CLP,i dun think other ppl can actually understand how tough this exam is.Whenever they ask me 'when is ur exam?' n i answer 'mid-july.' Gosh,i hate to look at their expression which show 'oh~~u still plenty of time to prepare it,it's just june only..relax my dear'
Urgh,so feel like punching on their face.Wif the 9 subjects in 5 papers,they wldnt know how much clp students hv to study n memorise especially when u cant bring in certains statutes whuch u got no choice but to memorise all the rules n sections using ur tat tiny useless overloaded brain.
I just dun get it.Wat's the rationale of prohibiting us to bring the statute into the exam hall?Why dun the exminers come n sit for the exam themselves n see if they can handle tat much of stuffs in one time.Yayaya,u might hv passed urs 20 years ago which back then,not tat much of cases,amendments,judgements to study.
I really hate exam to the maximum.I dun like the way of exam we're hving here.So wat if we can really remember everything formt he books n split in in the exam?Does it mean we can do well in practice when we come out to work?
Judging how well a person is from the exam is just not right.U can do well in ur exam doesnt u do perform well in ur work next time.
This fucking CLP is just ruining my life basically.I cldnt rmb a single piece of shit tat i've studied at all when i shift from one subject to another.Damn it,i just fucked up in everything..my studies,my r'ship,my emotion bla bla bla....nth is right for me.
I think im too old to study edi.Blek..exam,u make me so feel like getting married now!
Thursday
A MESS!
The world is getting weird.There's more n more guys out there who realise tat they're physically n mentally attracted by guys instead of gals(same goes to gals).Well,i hv no comment on the increasing number of L since there're too many gals now.Wif the reduction in number of gals,it means im hving less competitors(kakaka).
But im definitely not impressed wif the fact tat more n more gays in our society today.I mean pls lar,it's well known tat the number of gals is way more than guys in the world.So,wif more gays,it means less real men for us to pick(err..it shld be them picking us).
Of course,i hv no offend on the gays cuz i perrsonally think tat they're so cute.It's good to hv gay frens cuz i can be as close as i want wif them which makes me easier to eat their taufu >@<. Also,they can give u all the useful fashion's ideas n opinions.It helps actually.
And,i found out tat most of the gays hv a really delicious body(yummy yummy~).Even if they dun hv the 6 pax like David Beckham,at least still got 4 pax which is much much better than the normal guys who normally hv a melted chocolate or some even carrying a pumpkin wif them.The worse is tat those normal guys always giving u the lame excuses like 'do u know how hard to maintain a tummy like this?U see,u can lay on my tummy when there's not enuf pillow(which hardly happen).Im afraid tat i'll look so gay if im too muscular (hello~problem is u're no where near to muscular,there's no muscle on u anyway!).....*%#$...'
However,i hv to say tat i dun really like seeing more n more gays out there though they're better choice to be fren wif.Let's hv a hypothetical calculation: out of 100% of guys in m'sia,25% of them r gay(it's sad to say tat).So still left 75% of guys for gals.Roughly 20% of them are taken,30% get married,20% underaged.It means we still hv 5% of guys to choose.
But out of tat particular 5%,we gonna deduct those womanisers,those who r still struggling whether to be gay or not,those who r not our cup of tea or those who wont take us as their cup of tea, and those went overseas.How much do we left after all?Possibly 0.5%.
Even if we're fortunate enuf to get one out of tat tiny little 0.5%,there's no guaranty tat we're meant for each other or we will work out.Let's presume tat we do work out somehow,is it for temporary or long term?How sure r we to say tat we wont hv a secong thought through out the relationship?
Then,things getting worse n shit happens!Boom,those desperate women(i think im going to be one of them or maybe i am now) start hving affair wif married men or being a third party in others' relationship.Some who dun hv the guts to screw up ppl's r'ship will start blaming God for being unfair,get themselves drunk everynite or maybe try to persuade themselves to sleep earlier in order to overcome their loneliness or yeah,be an ironlady.
My conclusion: why dun those gays turn straight n give us a chance to prove to them tat gals can give them wat they wants?I think this is the only solution b4 we can wait till all the boys turn to men n all my competitors turn to L(joking).
But im definitely not impressed wif the fact tat more n more gays in our society today.I mean pls lar,it's well known tat the number of gals is way more than guys in the world.So,wif more gays,it means less real men for us to pick(err..it shld be them picking us).
Of course,i hv no offend on the gays cuz i perrsonally think tat they're so cute.It's good to hv gay frens cuz i can be as close as i want wif them which makes me easier to eat their taufu >@<. Also,they can give u all the useful fashion's ideas n opinions.It helps actually.
And,i found out tat most of the gays hv a really delicious body(yummy yummy~).Even if they dun hv the 6 pax like David Beckham,at least still got 4 pax which is much much better than the normal guys who normally hv a melted chocolate or some even carrying a pumpkin wif them.The worse is tat those normal guys always giving u the lame excuses like 'do u know how hard to maintain a tummy like this?U see,u can lay on my tummy when there's not enuf pillow(which hardly happen).Im afraid tat i'll look so gay if im too muscular (hello~problem is u're no where near to muscular,there's no muscle on u anyway!).....*%#$...'
However,i hv to say tat i dun really like seeing more n more gays out there though they're better choice to be fren wif.Let's hv a hypothetical calculation: out of 100% of guys in m'sia,25% of them r gay(it's sad to say tat).So still left 75% of guys for gals.Roughly 20% of them are taken,30% get married,20% underaged.It means we still hv 5% of guys to choose.
But out of tat particular 5%,we gonna deduct those womanisers,those who r still struggling whether to be gay or not,those who r not our cup of tea or those who wont take us as their cup of tea, and those went overseas.How much do we left after all?Possibly 0.5%.
Even if we're fortunate enuf to get one out of tat tiny little 0.5%,there's no guaranty tat we're meant for each other or we will work out.Let's presume tat we do work out somehow,is it for temporary or long term?How sure r we to say tat we wont hv a secong thought through out the relationship?
Then,things getting worse n shit happens!Boom,those desperate women(i think im going to be one of them or maybe i am now) start hving affair wif married men or being a third party in others' relationship.Some who dun hv the guts to screw up ppl's r'ship will start blaming God for being unfair,get themselves drunk everynite or maybe try to persuade themselves to sleep earlier in order to overcome their loneliness or yeah,be an ironlady.
My conclusion: why dun those gays turn straight n give us a chance to prove to them tat gals can give them wat they wants?I think this is the only solution b4 we can wait till all the boys turn to men n all my competitors turn to L(joking).
I'm not ready to be in a relationship
This is one of my older blogs(copy n paste from my another blog^.^)
Valentine's day is around the corner.Everyone seems to be excited about it.Well,to be honest,i don't really like all these celebrations.Valentine's day to me,is created to remind people that they're still a couple,still having each other or at least having each other at this very day.How lovely is that with all the red roses,romantic candle light dinner,presents from each other,big fat kisses..
Sounds like im being sarcastic huh?Of course i admit that im kinda jealous with those couples in a way.Who doesn't want to be in love?Who doesn't want to have someone in their life?Oh yeah,this reminds me of a conversation between me n a guy friend of mine few days back.Let's named him P.
P: I don't want to be in any relationship right now.Prefer to stay single.
Me: Why? Won't u feel bored n loney?i mean mentally vulnerable?
P: Err..nope.
I was wondering why guys like to make such statement of 'i don't want or not ready to be in any relationship right now'.To me,it means 'i'm sorry but u're ain't my cup of tea.I don't want to be in relationship with u* I mean u'.They are just putting it in a nicer way or at least they think that that's a nicer way to put it.
Franky speaking, this is lame and it doesn't make them any way better.Wouldn't it be better to say 'i prefer us to be friend' or 'i just want to be friend with u'. Hello, unless the gal is a dumbass, she will get the obvious hidden meaning of u..duhh~
What's the point of cutting out the possibility that u might meet ur dream girl the next second which u're so wanted to be in relationship with her?Isn't that stupid ?Of course,the same goes to girls as well cause girls are doing exactly the same so far as i'm concerned.I think it hurts more if i know the guy that i confessed to is with another girl few days later after my confession.Yeah,this is the so called 'i'm not ready to be in any relationship'.Urgh..
Better be honest instead of creating a lame excuse.It isn't that hard to be frank sometimes anyway,right?Remember,the more u try to be nice, the more u llok like a faker.
So,stop telling all those bullshit which made urself look like an asshole of the century.
Valentine's day is around the corner.Everyone seems to be excited about it.Well,to be honest,i don't really like all these celebrations.Valentine's day to me,is created to remind people that they're still a couple,still having each other or at least having each other at this very day.How lovely is that with all the red roses,romantic candle light dinner,presents from each other,big fat kisses..
Sounds like im being sarcastic huh?Of course i admit that im kinda jealous with those couples in a way.Who doesn't want to be in love?Who doesn't want to have someone in their life?Oh yeah,this reminds me of a conversation between me n a guy friend of mine few days back.Let's named him P.
P: I don't want to be in any relationship right now.Prefer to stay single.
Me: Why? Won't u feel bored n loney?i mean mentally vulnerable?
P: Err..nope.
I was wondering why guys like to make such statement of 'i don't want or not ready to be in any relationship right now'.To me,it means 'i'm sorry but u're ain't my cup of tea.I don't want to be in relationship with u* I mean u'.They are just putting it in a nicer way or at least they think that that's a nicer way to put it.
Franky speaking, this is lame and it doesn't make them any way better.Wouldn't it be better to say 'i prefer us to be friend' or 'i just want to be friend with u'. Hello, unless the gal is a dumbass, she will get the obvious hidden meaning of u..duhh~
What's the point of cutting out the possibility that u might meet ur dream girl the next second which u're so wanted to be in relationship with her?Isn't that stupid ?Of course,the same goes to girls as well cause girls are doing exactly the same so far as i'm concerned.I think it hurts more if i know the guy that i confessed to is with another girl few days later after my confession.Yeah,this is the so called 'i'm not ready to be in any relationship'.Urgh..
Better be honest instead of creating a lame excuse.It isn't that hard to be frank sometimes anyway,right?Remember,the more u try to be nice, the more u llok like a faker.
So,stop telling all those bullshit which made urself look like an asshole of the century.
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