I go to work by lrt.So i'll be at the exact same lrt staion at the exact same time,standing at the exact same place every morning, yet taking different lrt.
I like everything to be under my control.It makes me feel secured.My mom told me once that 'you can get everything under your control so long as you're putting effort; but relationship is a total distinct creature. It's not something that you can control or predict no matter how hard you try to maintain it nor does it depends on how much effort you've been putting in. Relationship is about 2 different persons being together and if one of them is not taking it seriously, it will never work out the way you want it to be.'
My point is taking lrt is like being in a relationship.I can never control which lrt im taking everyday.Monday,it's my favourate lrt with KFC advertisement; Tuesday,it's a plain lrt; Wednesday, i missed my KFC lrt and i took Guardian's one; Thursday and Friday,i couldnt recall which lrt i was in.
1st time relationship, he's my perfect man but lack of element of trust between us; 2nd time, he's a total jerk but i trusted him so much; 3rd time, he's a sweet little dude but wrong timing. So, how would my 4th time relationship be like?will it be the right one or just a fling or a romantic one?Could it be a matured thinking man or a plain and boring man?
I could have just waited at the platform until my favourate train is here,only then i'll get on it.Alternative,i could have just sqeezed into the train eventhough it's so packed and crowded cause i have no extra time to be wasted on waiting.If the train is overly crowded and im almost suffocated,i can get down from it at the next station.
Which is the better option for me?Do i have an option afterall?You and i will never know what's waiting for us in front.A guy who i lost my way to him is like a train in the opposite lane which moving at the opposite direction of me.Even if i try to catch him by taking the train on my side,we will always be at the opposite lane eventually.
I hate waiting n yet i can't catch him up.So i guess the next train would be a better option,right?
