Wednesday

Re:Is it too late to say goodbye?

One of my buddies decided to go UK for his studies suddenly.

It's lame to say i'm happy for him bla bla bla...cuz it's just too lame,buddies dont need to say those.

To be honest,im kinda sad for his leaving.He nvr mention bout his decision to go overseas until everything is settled.Just too sudden.We all dun even have time to farewell for him.

I realised tat i've been taking things for granted all these while.We used to hang out a lot,party a lot,cocking a lot..etc.When i was bored,he's there to entertain me.When i was being dumped,he's there to comfort me.When i was being bitchy,he's there to enjoy my show.When the new movie is on,he's there to company me.

Never thought of one day he's no longer there for me.The feeling is same like when i broke up wif my ex but the difference is im not heartbroken.Either way,it sucks.

Anyway,all the best to him.Hope tat he can hook up wif some hot blondies there n bring back some sexy guys for me.

Monday

Re: S Moment.

It's been sometimes since my last blog.I almost forgotten tat i was once a 'blogger'.

Life after exam aint as interesting as i expected.Nothing extraordinary happens.I've been planning a lot during my exam like i gonna party gao gao after exam,i wanted to be a player,i gonna shop till my pants drops,sleep for at least 12 hours a day...bla bla bla.

Well,i guess im never a good planner afterall.None of my plans works apart from the shopping part.But i did hv some good times hanging around with my frens,my housemates n my family.Of course,to make myself feel better,i find myself good reasons for my failures.

1. I didnt get to be the party animal.Hmm...i think im too old to do all the party thingy.

2. I fail to be a player.Well,this is mission impossible for me cuz im scared of karma and i cant sleep around.Also,two timing sucks.

3. Be a sleeping beauty.Okay,1st of all,im not a beauty.so this aint workable anyway.2ndly,sleep too much makes me dizzy.

4. Others.since the 1st three biggest missions failed miserably,no point to move on to my other tiny little plans.

Though im a loser so to speak,still,there're 'achievements' during my holidays:

1. im gaining n i got a lil tummy now.fucked.

2. Miss pimples came n pay me a visit.i mean i dun mind saying hi to them but pls,dun lar take vacation here.

3. i get to bitch around.yea~

Conclusion: another boring holidays for me.And,im fucking nervous now.Result gonna release soon.i know im gonna fail n yet,im worried.Pray hard* Amen.